Don't Call Me No More, Don't Text Me No More

i was seriously debating on whether i want to write about these things that have been on my mind today...
but what the heck, let's air it out...
i can't stand when people want to know about my life but are basically too dumb to realize that they can ask me because it's my life and i think that i am probably the one with all the right answers to any questions that you might have...

and another part to this issue is kind of a past issue that brings up another issue...
but i'll get into that later...

if you're supposed to be my friend and you have my phone number...
why not just use it???
why do you have to go to everybody else to ask about me???
i don't understand that...
especially when you want to know about an event that's going to be held at my home and you think that you can come...
i'm just gonna say that if you're not invited don't come...
and if you're too stupid to realize that you probably need to talk to me in the event that you think you might show up at my house...
you know, just to give me a warning...
and if you can't talk/visit me unless you want to use me then just flat out forget you know me because that's foul...

now to my friends who have suffered having to play secretary or messenger to these foolish fools who have clearly mistaken you for me...
i'm sorry that that ignorance was placed upon you...
but you didn't have to deal with it...
when it comes to matters of my life...
especially ones that you're not involved in...
direct any inquirers to me...
don't make up a story or try to give an excuse...
just simply direct them to me and i promise i can fix any confusion...
and don't let their constant pestering make you become a pest yourself and place yourself in an area where you don't belong...
i don't like pressure and i don;t like my decision making process being messed with...
i am grown and i know how to choose things for myself...
don't become a menace and make things uncomfortable because i don't so that to you...
just let it be and let it work itself out...
curiousity killed the cat as the old saying goes...
so just keep that in mind when getting in the middle where you shouldn't be...
also remember to send any of these lost children to me =]

i don't want to come off mean or possibly crazy to anybody who decides to read this because i know that it seems a bit much...
and could possibly come off as mean but i'm just going to put it like this...

honesty is the best policy!!!

~ab~

Well...and...so...basically...

so i thought that a blog was a place to vent but i guess i was mistaken

my last post was how i was feeling and partially still am

i guess people unconsciouly play a role in that and are too wrapped up in (???) to realize it

but i'm not going into that

or into detail in this post for that matter

i just wanted to say that while my hopes for this summer look bright

my eyes are wide open and full of optimism

it may turn out a little hazy and gray

but hopefully my dreams will become a reality

and all doubts will fade away

i leave school tomorrow on that long journey home

i'm mucho excited about it and can't wait

too bad i'll be back in this loser-ish state before i get back home good

graduations are momentous occasions but suck and are boring as hell haha

congrats to the college class of 2009 =]

i don't really have much to say today

i just caught a case of boredom and something was bothering me

but like i said before

i'm NOT going into detail in this post

or at all actually

i don't feel like dealing with the stress and frustrations

every pair of eyes perceives the world in a different way

and 9 times out of 10 they won't ever see things the same way

so its no point of even going into depth

let's just leave this one shallow

all i have to say is that i have one more day

and i don't know if this deserves a YAY!!!

~ab~

Summer's Here!!!

so i'll be home soon...

SOOO EXCITING!!!

but i hope that this summer will be the best ever...

i hope that i will be able to hang out with the friends that i have missed ever so much...

i hope that my friends will be more open minded and exciting...

i hope that they won't always put themselves first but maybe think about me and how i feel about things for a change...

i hope that they realize that the world doesn't revolve around them...

i hope that i can rebuild friendships and make other ones stronger...

i hope that i can switch my style up so that i can be the fashionista that is stuck inside of me...

i hope that the sunny days will lead to romantic nights...

i hope that we will have girl's nights, group nights, and fun nights...

i hope that tattoos will adorn my body before its all said and done...

i hope that all drama will cease...

but if it doesn't i'll be ready...

a little damage control is always fun...

i just hope that this summer will make memories that will be better than ever...

no drama, no tradgedies, no arguments, no falling out...

just fun, just memories, just friends and family, just awesomeness...

=]

~ab~

p.s. i did this for you...hope you happy now =]]]

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